I've hesitated to think about my emotions because frankly
giving this subject much of time and thinking will help it develop faster and
in complicated way..Two things I’m not ready for.
My last relation was so passionate yet destructive. When it
ended I questioned myself about my ability to trust a man and my need for him. And
as every girl I swore no one else will get close to me and cause me that kind
of damage again. But, here we go again.
Months passed with daily activity but no serious involvement
till he showed up..
Smart, charming, witty, teaser ...well... "That
type"
All starts with friendship that developed into God know what... Now am starting to feel emotionally insane!
Out of control! Emotions out of control! I hate it!
It's hard to deal with, yet here he is making me smile
taking in me in an emotional dramatic trip. He's unlike "the other"
It feels safe…the thought of him but I question myself..Am I
ready for this?
Will I trust him? I managed being single for long period, do
I really need him?
Feeling again, feels scary. A good scary!
